Hope is where the heart is…

Why? Why can’t I seem to get you out of my head? It is like your in the deepest crevices of my mind… I can’t seem to want to stop from messaging you about how I feel Continuously just wanting to tell you Scream it at you.. “Hello, I’m right here with so much love…

A vision of the one I see…

It’s kind of hard to think about it. The person I’m with and the person I see myself with aren’t the same guy. The guy I’m with barely even knows who I am as a person, my personal struggles or how to help me combat them. He tries to make me happy but in all…

The Future is Bright without me…

Why is it that when I see other people having social interactions I feel like I have to socialize? I know most social interactions make me tired and make me want to cry No one seems to see that and assume I just hate people… I do not hate people. In all honesty, I wish…

Baby don’t hurt me…

Usually when bad things happen to people they cry. They show that emotion of sadness and complete and utter helplessness. Usually when people go through troubles, big troubles, they usually cry. Crying is a show of emotions when nothing not even words can express how you truly feel. Something bad has happened to me and…

With great power comes great responsibility…

We have all heard that saying… “With great power comes great responsibility” It’s what’s been told to every superhero or man with great political power or great social standing. But what does it actually mean? Does it really mean that one with such great power can change the world? Does it mean that anything is…

Dearly beloved,

From the first day I laid my eyes on you I thought you were something different Not like everyone else I literally thought you were the answer to my prayers My knight in shinning armor The one person the Lord sent my way to complete me To make me happy You were everything to me…

These zombies in the park, they’re looking for my heart…

I feel it… It’s actually happening again… It always happens… Maybe I really am to blame… Maybe I am a monster… I wish someone could explain to me why this always happens to me… Maybe in a past life I did something wrong and now I have to pay the consequences for my actions… I…

Love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage…

Why is it that people don’t seem to understand why I’m afraid? I just don’t seem to understand anyone… It’s pretty obvious why I get scared easily… My fear to love… My fear to be vulnerable… My fear of being alone… My fear of ultimately being scared… Fears are supposed to be a driving force…

I don’t need this…

You get mad and my first instinct is to fix the problem… Why? Because I can’t stand knowing that you’re mad at me… I get mad… You ignore me… Don’t put in the effort to see why I’m mad or do anything about it… When did you’re feelings take precedence to mine? When did I…

How irrational can you be before you start making sense?

It seems irrational It seems crazy It seems weird But I’m scared… The uncertainty in my life right now makes me worry… Makes me feel more vulnerable than I’ve ever felt in a long time and I don’t know what to really do to make myself feel better… To feel normal… It’s all I’ve ever…

I know I’m who I am today because I knew you…

I’ve realized today that I wouldn’t be who I am today without the help of people in my life… People change people People bring out the best and sometimes the worst in each other… But there are those rare and special moments where you realize that you’re being changed for good… I thank each and…

“You’re the best friend that I’ve ever had…”

I guess people never truly realize how alone they really are… People always tell you they have your back but do they really? Do they really understand you well enough to know you front to back and back to front to be able to say that they’ll genuinely stay? Do they? I have only really…