November 22, 2015 

   My ride or die, my best friend, my girl, my sister. She is all of this and more. Today started as one of the most boring days ever. Until I texted this girl to see if she wanted to hang out. I stayed by my phone till like 5:00pm waiting for her to come…

November 21, 2015

As the time gets closer and closer for him to come home for leave the more nervous I get. The military broke him and changed him and I’m scared of the person he’s become. He isn’t my best friend anymore and I knew it the day I saw him when he graduated boot camp. He…

November 20th, 2015

Well, his leave was approved. I was happy about that. Till now. Now it’s like the worst news ever. It’s like knowing it got approved and probably not being able to see him breaks me in ways that I never thought I could be hurt. It hurts so much and I just wish I could…

November 19th, 2015 

“I’m not going to lie about this: Yes, I still miss you. Yes, I still sometimes cry myself to sleep because of you. Yes, I still see your face in a crowded room. Yes, I still drink sometimes to forget your fucking green eyes and the way they used to look at me. But no,…

November 17th, 2015

It’s funny when you look back at your life and see that things fall apart to make room for better things to come together. I feel that if it weren’t for my number one motivators (my mom and dad) and the great team of my doctor and my therapist I would still be stuck in…

Welcome Back

Welcome back old friend It’s so nice to see you again. I see you missed me didn’t you? Well the room you used to inhabit,
the one that once was home to them, is back to being yours. Everything is just as you left it except you have a lot more room now. The room got…