You need me less than I need you…

The post with this title was supposed to be about how my best friend broke my heart but it's going to be about something else entirely.    This is my husband Andres. He is super cute and nice and charming and caring and the best guy around. Problem is... He isn't around. He left to … Continue reading You need me less than I need you…

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I’m not the one who’s so far away…

The more that I think about it the more I realize you can't trust anyone in the world. All they do is hurt you in the end. So why trust anyone? Nobody is worthy of you being vulnerable and fragile. They just fuck you over and fuck you up emotionally and mentally. I thought people … Continue reading I’m not the one who’s so far away…

I’m losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control…

Well, the one thing that I was afraid of happened. He really doesn't love me anymore. He doesn't even want to be my friend. That's the biggest punch in the gut...No, it's the biggest stab to the heart I have had to endure in a long long time. But I took it very calmly. Thank … Continue reading I’m losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control…

I would give anything to chase the dark away and start all over again…

I know most of you on here don't know me or how I am or maybe you've realized some of these post titles are actually song lyrics but that's how I express myself. Music is the window to how I feel and into my mind. If I ever tell you to listen to a song … Continue reading I would give anything to chase the dark away and start all over again…

Darling, you are Battle born…

It's hard to think of myself as a fighter. I don't think I really do much in my life. I sleep, eat, watch TV and occasionally go out (whether it's with my parents or the few friends I have left). I never really saw myself as someone who's endured things in life mainly because it … Continue reading Darling, you are Battle born…

Being blue is better than being over it…

   I sometimes question if being in love with him is a good idea. This is my best friend Christopher. We have known each other for quite some time now and he's been the best friend anyone could ever ask for. He's thoughtful and smart. He is caring and silly. He brings out both the … Continue reading Being blue is better than being over it…