I’m losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control…

Well, the one thing that I was afraid of happened. He really doesn’t love me anymore. He doesn’t even want to be my friend. That’s the biggest punch in the gut…No, it’s the biggest stab to the heart I have had to endure in a long long time. But I took it very calmly. Thank you therapy. I’ve realized even though it seems like the end of the world now, it really isn’t. My horizons are bigger than what I think and I can’t wait to explore them. Wether alone or with someone else. It’s a fun adventure that will begin in the new year that’s to come. If he doesn’t see me for who I am then he doesn’t deserve me. I may be a little rough around the edges but I’m trying to change. I was changing for him but maybe it’s time to change for myself. He doesn’t deserve to see me at my best because he couldn’t handle me at my worst. Tough luck for him… 

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