I don’t need this…

You get mad and my first instinct is to fix the problem... Why? Because I can't stand knowing that you're mad at me... I get mad... You ignore me... Don't put in the effort to see why I'm mad or do anything about it... When did you're feelings take precedence to mine? When did I … Continue reading I don’t need this…

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How irrational can you be before you start making sense?

It seems irrational It seems crazy It seems weird But I'm scared... The uncertainty in my life right now makes me worry... Makes me feel more vulnerable than I've ever felt in a long time and I don't know what to really do to make myself feel better... To feel normal... It's all I've ever … Continue reading How irrational can you be before you start making sense?

I know I’m who I am today because I knew you…

I've realized today that I wouldn't be who I am today without the help of people in my life... People change people People bring out the best and sometimes the worst in each other... But there are those rare and special moments where you realize that you're being changed for good... I thank each and … Continue reading I know I’m who I am today because I knew you…

“You’re the best friend that I’ve ever had…”

I guess people never truly realize how alone they really are... People always tell you they have your back but do they really? Do they really understand you well enough to know you front to back and back to front to be able to say that they'll genuinely stay? Do they? I have only really … Continue reading “You’re the best friend that I’ve ever had…”

You’re a Rainbow in the Dark

It's funny how the one person who I'm supposed to be open with on a regular and about everything isn't the person that I'm open with... I mean I love him so much and I want to be open with him but how can I be open with him if I myself don't know half … Continue reading You’re a Rainbow in the Dark