Dearly beloved,

From the first day I laid my eyes on you I thought you were something different

Not like everyone else

I literally thought you were the answer to my prayers

My knight in shinning armor

The one person the Lord sent my way to complete me

To make me happy

You were everything to me

And for the longest time I believed that

I fooled myself into believing that the tears, the lonely nights, the anger, the hopelessness

was all because I deserved it.

I fooled myself into believing that everything was my fault.

Your anger

Being ignored

Feeling like I’m not good enough

The paranoia

The loneliness

The hurt

The tears

Everything

I fooled myself into thinking this is what love is and that I deserve the blame.

I thought if I just took it all upon myself maybe then I can make you happy…

Your feelings took precedence before mine, even though at the end of the night i ended up with tears in my eyes while you looked like you could care less.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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