From the first day I laid my eyes on you I thought you were something different
Not like everyone else
I literally thought you were the answer to my prayers
My knight in shinning armor
The one person the Lord sent my way to complete me
To make me happy
You were everything to me
And for the longest time I believed that
I fooled myself into believing that the tears, the lonely nights, the anger, the hopelessness
was all because I deserved it.
I fooled myself into believing that everything was my fault.
Feeling like I’m not good enough
I fooled myself into thinking this is what love is and that I deserve the blame.
I thought if I just took it all upon myself maybe then I can make you happy…
Your feelings took precedence before mine, even though at the end of the night i ended up with tears in my eyes while you looked like you could care less.