It seems irrational It seems crazy It seems weird But I'm scared... The uncertainty in my life right now makes me worry... Makes me feel more vulnerable than I've ever felt in a long time and I don't know what to really do to make myself feel better... To feel normal... It's all I've ever … Continue reading How irrational can you be before you start making sense?
I've realized today that I wouldn't be who I am today without the help of people in my life... People change people People bring out the best and sometimes the worst in each other... But there are those rare and special moments where you realize that you're being changed for good... I thank each and … Continue reading I know I’m who I am today because I knew you…
I guess people never truly realize how alone they really are... People always tell you they have your back but do they really? Do they really understand you well enough to know you front to back and back to front to be able to say that they'll genuinely stay? Do they? I have only really … Continue reading “You’re the best friend that I’ve ever had…”
At the end of the day, you realize you don't really know people the way you think you do. They always end up surprising you... Whether it be for good or bad... They always end up surprising you... Tonight I had the magnificent moment of clarity with someone who I thought would never hurt me.... … Continue reading Make sure you two survive…
It's funny how the one person who I'm supposed to be open with on a regular and about everything isn't the person that I'm open with... I mean I love him so much and I want to be open with him but how can I be open with him if I myself don't know half … Continue reading You’re a Rainbow in the Dark
I've been listening to Peter Pan by Kelsea Ballerini on repeat today. It makes me sad how naiive I truly am and how much I think I know about world when in reality I know nothing. I can relate to Peter Pan. Not wanting to grow up. Always living in Neverland. Living in a make … Continue reading You’re never going to grow up, you’re never going to be a man… Peter Pan
Losing no someone is never easy. It really isn't. No matter how many times you go through it, it never gets easy. I've lost people in my life. My brother Joseph, my friend Michael, and now my spiritual mom... It's been a tough couple of days for me. Since getting the news Monday morning it's … Continue reading Why?