Baby don’t hurt me…

Usually when bad things happen to people they cry. They show that emotion of sadness and complete and utter helplessness. Usually when people go through troubles, big troubles, they usually cry. Crying is a show of emotions when nothing not even words can express how you truly feel. Something bad has happened to me and…

Make sure you two survive…

At the end of the day, you realize you don’t really know people the way you think you do. They always end up surprising you… Whether it be for good or bad… They always end up surprising you… Tonight I had the magnificent moment of clarity with someone who I thought would never hurt me…….

November 21, 2015

As the time gets closer and closer for him to come home for leave the more nervous I get. The military broke him and changed him and I’m scared of the person he’s become. He isn’t my best friend anymore and I knew it the day I saw him when he graduated boot camp. He…

November 20th, 2015

Well, his leave was approved. I was happy about that. Till now. Now it’s like the worst news ever. It’s like knowing it got approved and probably not being able to see him breaks me in ways that I never thought I could be hurt. It hurts so much and I just wish I could…