How irrational can you be before you start making sense?

It seems irrational It seems crazy It seems weird But I'm scared... The uncertainty in my life right now makes me worry... Makes me feel more vulnerable than I've ever felt in a long time and I don't know what to really do to make myself feel better... To feel normal... It's all I've ever … Continue reading How irrational can you be before you start making sense?

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You’re a Rainbow in the Dark

It's funny how the one person who I'm supposed to be open with on a regular and about everything isn't the person that I'm open with... I mean I love him so much and I want to be open with him but how can I be open with him if I myself don't know half … Continue reading You’re a Rainbow in the Dark

…I think I’m falling, I’m holding on to all I think is safe…

Well, here we are again... Same old problems but different days. "When will this end?" That is the question I ask myself on the regular. It isn't like my life is all roses but it isn't all bad either. It's my insides that don't let me enjoy anything My mind is my worst enemy at … Continue reading …I think I’m falling, I’m holding on to all I think is safe…

This was no accident, it was a therapeutic chain of events…

Hello world Sorry for being absent from here. Just had a lot to deal with a lot of things in my personal life but I'm back and raring to go. Life has been pretty good to me what with my mental illnesses being in check and finding Freddy and leaving the past behind me. I've … Continue reading This was no accident, it was a therapeutic chain of events…

I would give anything to chase the dark away and start all over again…

I know most of you on here don't know me or how I am or maybe you've realized some of these post titles are actually song lyrics but that's how I express myself. Music is the window to how I feel and into my mind. If I ever tell you to listen to a song … Continue reading I would give anything to chase the dark away and start all over again…