These zombies in the park, they’re looking for my heart…

I feel it... It's actually happening again... It always happens... Maybe I really am to blame... Maybe I am a monster... I wish someone could explain to me why this always happens to me... Maybe in a past life I did something wrong and now I have to pay the consequences for my actions... I … Continue reading These zombies in the park, they’re looking for my heart…

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You’re a Rainbow in the Dark

It's funny how the one person who I'm supposed to be open with on a regular and about everything isn't the person that I'm open with... I mean I love him so much and I want to be open with him but how can I be open with him if I myself don't know half … Continue reading You’re a Rainbow in the Dark

You’re never going to grow up, you’re never going to be a man… Peter PanĀ 

I've been listening to Peter Pan by Kelsea Ballerini on repeat today. It makes me sad how naiive I truly am and how much I think I know about world when in reality I know nothing. I can relate to Peter Pan. Not wanting to grow up. Always living in Neverland. Living in a make … Continue reading You’re never going to grow up, you’re never going to be a man… Peter PanĀ 

…I think I’m falling, I’m holding on to all I think is safe…

Well, here we are again... Same old problems but different days. "When will this end?" That is the question I ask myself on the regular. It isn't like my life is all roses but it isn't all bad either. It's my insides that don't let me enjoy anything My mind is my worst enemy at … Continue reading …I think I’m falling, I’m holding on to all I think is safe…

I’m not the one who’s so far away…

The more that I think about it the more I realize you can't trust anyone in the world. All they do is hurt you in the end. So why trust anyone? Nobody is worthy of you being vulnerable and fragile. They just fuck you over and fuck you up emotionally and mentally. I thought people … Continue reading I’m not the one who’s so far away…