Love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage…

Why is it that people don’t seem to understand why I’m afraid?

I just don’t seem to understand anyone…

It’s pretty obvious why I get scared easily…

My fear to love…

My fear to be vulnerable…

My fear of being alone…

My fear of ultimately being scared…

Fears are supposed to be a driving force in anyone’s life…

Without fears we wouldn’t learn how to be courageous…

And Lord knows we all need courage

The courage to be able to do the things we are afraid of…

I can’t handle having fears

Normal human emotions

They don’t compute in my mind…

I hate being scared…

Even if it’s just for fun

I can’t handle it.

But people don’t seem to understand that at all…

Being broken is the worst thing one can be now a days…

But it’s also the best in a way…